Okay since I’ve been to Mexico. I’ve been unhappy, just with most people around me… In mexico there wasn’t anything bad there. No profanity, etc… So many people at oak ridge are unhappy… They don’t appreciate anything they have…. But I used to do it.. So I completly understand why.. I wish I could build houses for others for the rest of my life… I know that sounds completely crazy but Mexico was the place where I was truely happy… I didn’t feel the need to sin…. That week was probably the best in my life… So many people would think I’ve gone insane… But for some reason I don’t even care…